Decision Made

Well folks,

Finally I've had that moment of clarity. You know when you wake up and realize that the sarcasm in your voice is not because you're really that funny, but really because you're in that much pain. If I laugh it will keep me from crying, right? I'm not that person; I promise. Yes, I was spawned from a die hard worrier, who revels in gossip and all things fill in the blank. But, honestly I'm plain miserable. The worst part is I have no idea how I got here, or where it started. Just typing the words out --sucks. I hate being this honest, and I truly wish those that take advantage of me had and inkling of what they've done to me. Yes, I'm playing the victim, but it does take two to tango...or rather square dance...and I don't mean in a fun party polka kind of style. I let them take advatage of me. Like I do with most things, I hope that since I'm taking the pass now, it will come back to me two fold. Yet it never has. Not once. I was raised a doormat. The question is, how do I stop being one? For 28 years I've been insecure and indifferent when I shouldn't have. I've always given people the benefit of the doubt. Trusted too much and gave more than I had to give. Now I feel used up, betrayed and plain bewildered.

Sophie's Free Advice: I'm sorry I broke your heart. Could you make me f...

Sophie's Free Advice: I'm sorry I broke your heart. Could you make me f...: "Just as the Narcissus comes in many varieties, so do Narcissists... I am capitalizing the word because they would insist. Breaking up wit..."

Cheese Glorious Cheese!

Did I get a selection from Oliver stuck in your head? Well good! Sometimes you just have to take yourself to that happy place to get through. This particular song does it for me...however I always change the words. My favorite version went booze...glorious booze! I have a feeling come thanksgiving I'll be singing that one daily.  

Dear Grilled Cheesus...

Help me get through this tough time and NOT freak out on those around me. I can do this. I CAN do this.

Deals A Go-Go!

Great Walmart Deal!!!

Looking for a christmas present that stretches further than your budget?
Know someone who lives and dies by their ipod?

Go to your local Walmart store this weeked (Saturday only to be exact) and get a $50 iTunes Gift Card for $35! (limit 2 per customer)

So maybe we'll call this tan Saturday in the slow and excited approach we have to the real deal, Black Friday...otherwise know as the hap happ happiest day of the year!

Any way spending $35 on $50 worth of music is no too shabby, so go out and enjoy!

It's Friday!!!

YAYYY!!!!!!!!

Free Glee Downloads!

Hear ye Hear ye! Calling all Gleeks!

Free download for all the season 2 songs that have aired so far.
Click on the link below, fill in the 4 digit code and click download.
After 45 seconds, click download (NOT premium). then after it's done downloading highlight the files and move them to your own files. Enjoy!
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=GP

Deals Deals Deals!

Marie Claire magazine year's subscription deal! Just $3.73 for the year!

Go to : http://www.anrdoezrs.net/click-3052056-1127552

Use Promo Code: PSXX117
Discount also available on Everyday Food (Martha Stewart's Magazine)





Amazon Deals!

Real Simple $10 for the year.
That's 12 issues for just 83 cents each! That's cheaper than ramen and so much more filling.

Deal expires ov 6th, so jump on it.

World Market 25% off all furniture!

Go here and get coupon: http://www.worldmarket.com/categry/inex.jsp?ctegoryId=391221ab=cat:wk40:1:coupon

Or use online coupon code: NOVFURN9

Discount Expires Nov 25th.

Anyone looking to get me a great Christmas gift...go here!

Free Rental Code from Blockbuster Express! 11/1 only!

Use Code: 1MNDY

1 use per credit card.

Sat- It's go time!

Some Morning Bork

Borders Coupon for 20% off. -PS they're too cheap to give us the full 25%. seesh!

Go here for coupon: http://bordersmedia.com/coup/20allbooks20102710.html

If you use coupon codes on their website....use code BKP577C when checking out.

Free Pumpkin Stencils!

For the first time, I think ever, I will carving pumpkins. Is anyone else? Anyone? I realize I may be the only one who does NOT do this. Well, there's a first time for everything. Enjoy the freebies. Maybe you'll find something you like.

Better Homes and Gardens- lots of good ones here!

http://www.bhg.com/holidays/halloween/pumpkin-carving/printable-pumpkin-stencils/